Creator's Mind
What I needed help to see
My public journal where I share weekly reflections on how I’m unlearning.
What I needed help to see
The contribution was the connection
The right to annoy her kids
Curiosity doesn't always read the script
A blank wall invites chaos.
I had been studying with an intensity I hadn't felt in a long time.
The card hadn't aged a single day.
Some connections don't need maintenance.
The impatience was mine. The urgency was manufactured.
The things we optimize away are often the things we can't get back on purpose.
I wanted to return to who I was, but nostalgia only showed me who I've become.
I discovered that presence doesn't need perfect conditions when I found myself meditating in chaos.
I started noticing how different activities either activated or soothed the background hum of my nervous system.
I forget that what others see as extraordinary has become the unremarkable backdrop of my daily life.
Some thoughts need to move through me without landing anywhere at all.
I stopped trying to solve everything and found that the weight simply lifted on its own.
A must-have ritual to start each year
I keep asking others the question I'm afraid to answer myself.
A pause so I can decide if I want to make any turns.
I learned that getting things wrong didn't mean I was wrong.
I was pulled into the momentum of shared movement.
Disagreement and misunderstanding are built into the structure of relationships.
Parking in Lisbon is a particular kind of stress.